I really hate my job, I hate it so much it makes me cry. I’m always getting shit on and walked over by having to do some times well over a week without a day off. I try and stick up for myself and I get silent treatment for 2 weeks and everyone bitching about me. They’ll say things to me like “not being willing to work more days will go against you getting a pay rise” I’m always excluded from conversations and when I try and include myself I just get brushed off. I don’t like anyone I work with and it makes it so hard to work when it’s just you and them all day in one small room. I’m so sick and tired of being blamed for everything that goes wrong in the shop and no matter what I do it’s never good enough.
I’ve applied for a job I really really want but I doubt I’ll even get an interview. I try and find other jobs but not even getting a interview leaves me feeling disheartened.